The world rotates when i'm silent. The sea waves roll & crash one after the other when i'm silent. The music plays when i'm silent.
I realise i've lost my love when i'm silent.
Because big things can only fade away in the quiet. And i like things to fade away softly. Softly as in a morning sunrise, softly as it fades away. I don't like to make a mess, you know. No one likes to make a mess i suppose, but some people just fail to see that things always happen when they're silent.
Had i been dead or did i just die?
I want to go back to the seaside. I want to go back.. .. ..home.
I want to go back to mornings spent doing absolutely nothing but reading & breathing silently.
Because things always happen when i'm silent.
I love this, as hurtful as it sounds. I hope you are okay..
ReplyDeleteAnd that the silence hasn't affected you.
I wouldn't want to sound depressive, but for some odd reason sad feels like home. I'm just peacefully embracing it.
ReplyDeletei strongly relate to this...
ReplyDeletei love you!
I don't think you wanna associate Silence with Sadness ya Aya?
ReplyDeleteI mean, you just want some peace and quiet.
ReplyDeleteI definitely do not, it rather went the other way round. Sad then silent not silent then sad. :-)
ReplyDeleteI love you too sweet pie.
I steamed my words and straightened them out, left them dry all night and day. They were bleached and stretched, brought back to life and I let them walk away. Now I've left behind the extravagant world of speech with life without internal possessions.
ReplyDeleteI spoke mine out facing the sky. They sprang up high, and as they fell back i swallowed them, eating them up to death & choking on them to silence all at once.
ReplyDeleteThere are better ways to say I-love-you than to say I-love-you.
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