Right Then & There

He intimidates me. It feels like three mighty decades are staring back at me every time he looks me in the eye. I face every breath he's ever taken, everything he's ever seen & everything he's ever done. I stand before his glorious story; vulnerable, weighed down, and scared of all the unknown bits of it. But when he smiles, the ice mountains melt & I peacefully float in running rivers & streams.

One Two Dreams

Feet on cold glass, surrounded by & embracing mirrors & I don't know where to look; reflections of light & thought & sun & signs of His presence & the lack of yours; shadows on the inside concealing the answers & even worse; concealing the questions. I don't know whether to wonder why I'm here or why you're gone or why one day you weren't or why one day I was or why I should wonder about anything at all. It's all too transparent but the glimmer is blinding me.

Covered in layers of white cloth; layers of different meanings & all possible explanations.

Come back to me.

Undress me.

Layer after layer, sheet after sheet. Strip me of my confusions & tame the beast inside my head. Get to the core of my weak self & show me the truth, naked.

Guide me, blindfold me, and I will follow. Because I've got no strength & I cannot but surrender. Get me out of here, I do not want to hear my breath anymore; take me into the night where the skies are dark & the moon's blush pink & the clouds soft rose. I want to hear the folk rejoice about it, I want to break the silence before I turn into a madman. I want to be distracted. I want surreality, I want thoughtlessness. I want you to help me put an end to all of this.

But then again, what is this?

& who are you?

This Mess I've Become

The problem with having written too many stories is that I don't know which one this ending belongs to.

Motion Picture

This isn't it; this is reflections of light on a side view mirror,

Shadows of swaying trees on the wall,

Echoes of the full orchestra's song;

Ringing like reverb in an empty hall.

I have seen tall buildings & obelisks & pillars

Stretch out to touch it but they don't,

And I've seen us replicas & minor actors

Think our roles are leading as we flaunt.

Foolish is the one who claims to have the wisdom

For this is just an image & we know nothing at all,

A sage is but a quester & doesn't have the answer;

All what he's read is chapters, but the story is a whole.

There's nothing I can do now but be still & look above,

And stare quietly at His painting that I long to be part of.